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The stance of unimpeachable character and impeccable personal integrity W. Beaty Mar 2022 I asked, "How do you know [the death-defier] was telling you the truth?" Don Juan shook his head in amazement, if not revulsion. "When you're facing that inconceivable unknown out there," he said, pointing all around him, "you don't fool around with petty lies. Petty lies are only for people who have never witnessed what's out there, waiting for them." What is Toltec/Olmec "impeccability?" The word derives from the concept of 'character and integrity' ...impeccable personal integrity and unimpeachbly high character. (Don Juan Matus could have instead called it "Unimpeacha- bility.")
I've been messing with this question for a couple of decades, as part of
"Toltec path." I conclude that the stance of Impeccability is the exact
opposite of the self-important stance taken by internet trolls (also
called 'Petty Dictators.') To gain profound insight into the nature of
"Impeccability," we simply list every low, small, petty feature of the
worst of internet trolls or 'microscopic tyrants' ...then reverse them!
That gives us a tight clear description of the "impeccable" stance of
the Toltec person-of-knowledge, the people achieving that level of high
character and integrity which we're all supposedly pursuing.
Becoming "Impeccable" among other things, means to transform yourself into
a person of character and integrity ...but not to simply behave
that way, but instead to adopt an altered state of consciousness, where we
leave our entire "muggle world," petty-reality behind, and step into a
very different one.
Now just try to define exactly what these terms even mean! Integrity?
Character? Whaaat? Heh, well, here's one method below...
To become "impeccable," we become the exact opposite of internet trolls,
in every detail. We simply remove every bit of our low creepy actions, the
actions which normally fill the lives of ordinary humans.
Remove ALL of them.
Every last one.
It requires years of effort.
To start on this journey, for one entire month, write down every time you
lie. Just collect tick-marks. Keep small card, or set up an app. Don't
try to not lie, just count up the number. How many did you get?
More than ten, less than a hundred? We perform this task to sensitize us
to the number of times we actually tell fibs.
Once recognizing/noting down our lies has becomes a habit, next, try
telling no lies at all for an entire week. Also don't exaggerate
anything, don't spew any distortions, since those are dishonesties as
well. Just be honest and up-front, straightforward and truthful. When
asked questions, give the simple facts, without weaseling or
protecting-your-ass, without trying to make yourself look good, or to
mislead or confuse. Also, attempt to stop lying to yourself (You'll find
that surprisingly, NONE of this is easy.)
Then take a break, as long as you want. Next, decide do it for a whole
month. Then finally, we eventually decide to live out the entirety of our
remaining lives without lying to people, or even making slight
distortions, insignificant exaggerations, etc.
That's how everyone who attains the highest "impeccable
personal integrity" must behave. Impeccability is the opposite of telling
petty little lies to protect our egoistic self-importance. It's the
opposite of a very long list of petty actions commonly exhibited by every
internet troll.
Impeccability has nothing to do with saintliness, Christian morals, etc.
Instead it's strictly a technique of the masters, one secret of the
advanced practitioners. Once you're on the Toltec path, you'll quickly
discover that Impeccability is a source of immensley enhanced
Warrior-power, and, at the higher levels, a source of impenetrable
automatic defenses. You'll accumulate 'energy' like you wouldn't believe.
You'll become as polished steel, without the smallest cracks which might
give any purchase to opponents, totally immune to attack. Undefeatable.
You'll become oddly fearless (but not to excess.) All your phobias
will mysterously vanish. Cowardly nerds like me can go to bars and
actually talk to people (even becoming 'life of the party' types.) Go
forth to test your habitual acrophobia, and suddenly be dancing on the
edge of building-rooves, where previously you'd have to crawl on your
belly to even approach the dropoff. Try hitting on members of the
opposite sex totally out of your league, and usually score (and then upon
waking in somebody's bed the next morning, finding you've dropped back
into petty-world, and need to grab your clothes, and flee!)
Impeccability, added to the usual Toltec skills, involves utterly blatant
magic. Constantly maintaining high, even
stratospheric impeccability, can put us into a subtly new world, one where
"Murphy's Law" reverses, and we barely lift a finger to defeat opponents
...since Spirit instead intervenes, with synchronicities and full-blown
miraculous events backing us up. "God" suddenly is on our side (this is
the internal 'god,' the one whom we really are, and who constantly recoils
in disgust at our ordinary lives filled with acts of petty garbage. While
maintaining high impeccability, where in the past, our inner 'god' would
have nothing to do with us ...suddenly it's right there helping out,
letting us "win the lottery," quite literally if required. )
With impeccability, apparently we somehow harness our other skills to
become invisible to all the trolls and petty dictators of the world (at
least to the normal human ones.) They'll mysteriously leave us alone
...unless we require them to step up and act as 'foils;' becoming the
targets in our energy-gathering "Petty Dictator battles."
On attaining high personal impeccability, we can detect other impeccable
people, or expose the concealed petty dictators: we ineffably "press our
impeccability against" a person (in the real world, or even via text
messages,) and our target will either flee suddenly, or will explode in
rage and blaming. For any onlookers it's a very mysterious event. For
our petty-dictator opponents, dealing with us is like having their mind in
a vise, slowly constantly tightening.
And that's why Don Juan was constantly, constantly talking about
Impeccability. Yet it seems he didn't clearly define the word? He does
define the overt results, in a mysterious statement "The warrior leaves
nothing to chance." This phrase refers to stopping-the-world, to the
massive streams of synchronicites which arise, once we achive a high
enough level of "Unimpeachable-ness." The world stops operating by random
chance, and instead we find ourselves in a "probability storm," one so
large that our normal-world colleagues cannot help but notice and comment.
Provisionally knowing this definition of "Impeccable," go now and re-read
the books, particularly the second one. Suddenly DJM is teaching us new
material which we'd never before encountered. That mysterious word
"impeccable" has now become simple. It means "behaved with Highest
Personal Integrity." The material now reads quite differently than before.
But how can we ever approach such a high state, considering how low and
disgusting our lives currently are?
Heh, simply become impeccable about our past. Hide nothing.
Confront and take responsibility for our worst behavior. This is called
The Recapitulation of course. Beware, because with 'recap,' we
often discover more than a few personal problems than we already knew.
Horror! True horror in abundance. (That's why most practitioners only
recapitulate our more recent events, in reverse time, starting from
adulthood. We never first dare to treat all of our most traumatic
childhood experiences. Doing so will push our level of Impeccability
through the roof, so much so, that I find that a backwards-time
recapitulation becomes almost unneccessary.)
On the impeccable path, this ruthless "Truth-telling" strategy is just
one single warrior-move among many, a single not-doing, only the tip of
the iceberg.
"It is hard to believe that a man is telling the truth when you know that you would lie if you were in his place." - HL Mencken MISC. STUFF
With impeccablity comes natural, built-in utter confidence, not petty
strutting, but instead a deep knowledge that we're no longer disgusting
inside. If everyone could read our minds, seeing into every bit of our
souls exposed under a spotlight ...they'd encounter nothing to trigger
contempt, nothing repellent, none of our past actions reeking of repulsive
shittiness.
How do we recognize what Impeccability really is? Just pair off the
behavior of typical
trolls, versus Impeccable warriors. "Impeccability" is on the opposite
end of the spectrum, opposite from all "troll" petty behavior.
Selfless versus selfish
Self-effacing, self-erasing, versus Self-aggrandizing, self-promoting
Takes personal responsibility, versus constantly blaming others
successful versus self-defeating
Unusually honest, with the usual expected lies all mysteriously missing,
versus unusually dishonest, with simple straightforward truth-telling oddly missing
Fearless versus cowardly
Describes self in derogatory terms, describes others in glowing terms,
versus describing oneself in glowing terms, others in derogatory terms.
Constantly asks questions, double-checking what others think and
say, versus never asking questions (because WE always know what others
are REALLY thinking, and besides, they'd always lie to us if we asked
them anything ...same as we ourselves always do when asked. So why even
ask?) Honestly answers personal questions, even the questions not asked,
versus constantly avoiding all questions, always changes the subject, or
answers different question than asked. Living in "abundance-world," able to create anything on demand, ab
initio, versus living in a world completely dominated by zero-sum
games, where the only possible way to get anything, is to steal it from
someone else.
Often self-belittling, but congratulates others, versus
self-congratulatory, constantly belittling others. UNDER CONSTRUCTION
The impeccable warrior, whenever something obviously needs doing, ...without being asked, steps up and takes on the task. Petty dictators instead notice that something should be done, and silently back away into the crowd, hoping to avoid notice, while at the same time insisting that someone else should be doing something about it. Just not them.
Grade-school teacher who throws themselves in front of an active shooter,
versus the petty ones who grab a little kid, using them as a sheild
against the bullets.
Pursuing feelings of being a nobody, becoming a nothing, not
important, and making this public ...versus pursuing feelings of arrogant
superiority, a sneering outlook directed towards all the inferior people
around us (but this superiority-stance must be kept carefully concealed.)
"Going Covert" so you can help people without them finding out, versus
going covert so you can mess with people, steal from them, gleefully cause
pain, and they'll never find out who's doing it.
People who are always fixing the things which everyone ignores, versus
those who ignore all such problems, and if they should break something,
dearly hope that nobody saw.
People who usually put others before themselves, versus those who usually
put themselves before others.
Secretly gleeful to see others succeed, versus secretly gleeful to see
others fail.
Perceiving the disgusting things inside themselves, then fixing them,
verus denial of those disgusting things, and then psychologically
"projecting" all them onto others. Then attacking those others.
Constantly avoiding public accolades, hiding out from them, verus
constantly pursuing public accolades, chasing the spotlight, standing up
to gain applause.
Pull back and let the deserving win, versus themselves striving to win at
any cost.
The non-zero-sum people, who are Creating... from nothing! (create
ideas, create art, create wealth,) versus the zero-sum game people, who
rarely create
anything, they instead only steal from everyone ...while remaining utterly
certain that their act of winning is createing hoards of pathetic losers.
Cackle gleefully at one's own failures, versus cackle gleefully at others'
failures.
Laughing at pain, versus laugh at others' pain.
For a long list of "symptoms to reverse," see: FPD Flamer Personality Distoder: defining the classic behavior of "trolls"
Here's me holding forth on The 'pathological
dishonesty' disease 1998
A good book about the opposite of Impeccability is "
The People of the Lie"
by M. Scott Peck. As above, first learn every smallest detail about the
real-world trolls described in that book ...then simply sculpt your entire
life into something the exact opposite.
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"Impeccability is to do your best in whatever you're engaged in." YES! Exactly! In that case, a lazy person who avoids all work, has the very opposite of "impeccable personal integrity." Or, suppose we're currently engaged in something major, and dangerous? ...where we could easily fail, or even be damaged? And so, we'd be tempted to *avoid confronting it?* In that case, the cowardly shirker is UN-Impeccable. "Impeccability" can be a stance of educated fearlessness (NOT fearlessness based on ignorance of the danger!) But also it's far, far more. Impeccability is also honesty, but not just the normal honesty of the human world. Instead it's extreme, bend-over-backwards honesty, where we've spent years learning to never tell lies to ourselves, not even the smallest fibs. A warrior would rather die than distort an explanation. For normal humans, half of their internal psychology is based on Denial. They're full of suppressed traumas, with nothing ever Recapitulated. But for the impeccable warrior, normal psychological "denial" is strangely absent, and it's not just because of our extensive Recapitulation(s). We've also taught ourselves to *stop lying.* Stop lying to others, stop lying to ourselves, stop exaggerating and distorting everything in order to make us look better, or to make opponents look worse. The Impeccable warrior is an extremest Truth-teller. Impeccability is NOT sorcery. Instead, we might call it "full acceptance," acceptance into the sorcerer's world. Acceptance by the force of Intent, acceptance by spirit itself. Impeccability is the "stamped ticket" given by Spirit. Impeccability is also "the turbo." Without any true sorcery in your life, "Impeccability" only appears in the form of impeccable personal integrity. It's high character: things like trustworthyness, and ruthless self-honesty. But add some *silence* and some recapitulation and mix in plenty of deflation-of-Self-Importance. Then, make the arcane leap to Heightened Awareness. Your Impeccability turns on full blast! You have nothing to hide from telepaths. Spirit/ Source can look deep into you ...and not experience revulsion or disgust. So, once you achieve endless silence, and transfer into Heightened Awareness, if also you're fully Impeccable, then Spirit comes roaring in and begins obeying your slightest commands. For example, when battling a petty dictator, if your impeccability is low or absent, that miniature Tyrant may prevail, no matter how many exotic AP-shifts you've mastered. (The PD will somehow reach inside you and hit your disgusting vulnerabilities, activate those repulsive little spots you've been concealing within yourself (the remaining bits of your un- impeccable behavior, which you've avoided ever confronting.) Perhaps do recapitulation NOT in reverse-time order, but instead, intentionally chase after your remaining significant personal problems. During that big "Yo mama fight," you'll crack, and start raging! Hee! But with sorcery-plus-impeccability, you can battle an astoundingly powerful Petty Dictator using only one finger, while reading a comic book at the same time. (Heh, that's when the search for an appropriate opponent becomes a real challenge, right? Nope. Because suddenly, spirit will give aid without being asked, engage the Syncronicities, and deliver just the right opponent into your life when you least expect it.)
1. Q: Can a Petty Dictator have major Toltec skills?
A: OH yeah, BIG time. After all, that's essentially what the Ancient Practitioners were: lying sorcerers, creating pain/fear/anger, then acting as psychic vampires drawing on that "fuel." (I started out this way myself: all the delicious pain and suffering, a Zero-Sum player, where the bully is increased in proportion to their victim being diminshed. Little minds and large agree: the less of you, the more of me.) That after all is how internet trolls function: surviving off the confusion and suffering they create. A classic "petty dictator" is an internet troll in a position of power. A classic Ancient Sorcerer is one of these who has spent the time to learn some arcane skills ...yet cannot tap "the Source," and instead must steal all their "fuel" from their fellow beings (or from deals made with IOBs, for the energy tapped from the Hive of ghosts.)